If I tracked everything I ate this week, I was going to treat myself to manicure.
If I lost any weight at all, I was going to buy myself a weigh-scale to keep at home.
Guess who is getting new nails and a new scale?!!!
Down 2.8 lbs this week. Happy at 162, 12 pounds to lose for goal.
+ a job interview on Thursday at an outpatient chemical dependency program as a counselor!
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
sham-wow
I have been M.I.A. for quite some time. Apologies to people who actually read this thing.
Needless to say, I have been struggling. With self-esteem, depression, anxiety, blah blah blah. I am tired of stressing. I have climbed back up to 165 lbs. I've gained back 10 lbs of flubber!!!!! I am ashamed and disgusted. I won't go too far with those feelings, but it isn't pleasant knowing that I was so close to my goal and I sabotaged myself. I am trying really really hard to get back into "recovery" mode and now lose the last 15 lbs. I have left to go with Weight Watchers. I am rewarding myself by writing down everything I eat this week and if I do that, I will get a manicure. Eventually, I am going to buy myself a bicycle to go for rides.
There are officially 8 weeks left of graduate school.
Needless to say, I have been struggling. With self-esteem, depression, anxiety, blah blah blah. I am tired of stressing. I have climbed back up to 165 lbs. I've gained back 10 lbs of flubber!!!!! I am ashamed and disgusted. I won't go too far with those feelings, but it isn't pleasant knowing that I was so close to my goal and I sabotaged myself. I am trying really really hard to get back into "recovery" mode and now lose the last 15 lbs. I have left to go with Weight Watchers. I am rewarding myself by writing down everything I eat this week and if I do that, I will get a manicure. Eventually, I am going to buy myself a bicycle to go for rides.
There are officially 8 weeks left of graduate school.
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