Monday, February 16, 2009

get on the good foot and do the bad thing

I skipped class tonight (a totally boring and stupid class) to stay home and make a heaping pot of pasta e fagiola. Beans, beef, broth and total warm yumminess. I did a halfway decent job at it. Very comfortable feeling in the tummy.

Getting my situational depression and anxiety under control is focus number one. Once I take care of that, weight loss and exercise will fall into place. I realize that I will not have a day off from anything until my 25th birthday. I have been earning/learning or interning 7 days in a row for what is going on 2 weeks. Something has got to go....This is my own fault and I must change my schedule before I crack like an egg and give up on it all!

I *WISH* I could just stop going to class. That would be so awesome.


MizFit said...

you are so smart.
the weightloss will be a by product of figuring out the depression and anxiety.

is there any way to get you more time off???

Meg said...

I can totally empathize with your situation. You're right that you need to cut something out, ditch the anxiety and depression and weight loss will follow.

Good Luck, and remember to take care of yourself first!