- Quitting smoking has increased my appetite ridiculously. I'm still trying to figure out if it's mental hunger or physical hunger. Either way, I'm starving. But not wasting away like I hoped. I think it's mental hunger that causes me to stuff food into my face. At least I'm not sucking down chocolate candy bars like last week. I am aware that food is not filling a whole where ciggies once were. Maybe food just tastes better when your tongue isn't covered in nicotine.
- Quitting has also made me irrational in some ways and very, very irritable.
- Yesterday I had a picnic at work, and for the first time in a long time, I consumed delicious deli-meat. It took up almost 1/2 of my daily points allowance but was totally worth it. My sandwich consisted of:
- 1 slice of ham (2 pts)
- 1 slice of turkey (2 pts)
- 1 slice of roast beef (2 pts)
- 1 slice of processed american cheese (2 pts)
- on a wheat roll/bun thingie (2 pts)
- TOTAL: 10 points of heaven
- Today I only ordered 1 donut from Dunkin Donuts, although my heart told me to order 2. I could have even saved money on the special combo if I ordered 2. But I didn't. Fuck my wallet and fuck my waistline. And fuck you, you jerk.
I told her it was because I wanted to have a normal work week, I've been working Saturdays for them almost 2 years and I wanted some change.
Back to work. And shitty Talobot's. Wish me luck this weekend. Hopefully there will be less of me on Monday :-)
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